Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Like Shyt!!!
~lately, everything is just not going right for me... everything is just wrong... so wrong... hahaha, i finally updated my blog and the first thing i rant about is how this whole f**king world is going against me... just so like me... isn't this how i started this blog in the 1st place... the only place i can find solace... the only place where i can shout and curse and rant bout any single f**king thing in this whole wide world - the whole wide web in this case... sic - and not have anyone try to make me feel even more worse... guess you all must be wondering why the sudden urge to blog... whats the freaking f**king trauma that i went through to make me want to blog again; to revisit my only haven of solace...
~life is cruel, it has always been... but for some reason, it has always been fair... people tend to interpret life as unfair - f**king unfair in some case- but in truth its always fair... call it karma, call it quantum theory (what the f**k am i talking bout here...) but it has always been so... but why... why... why am i feeling that it isn't... don't f**king tell me coz it is... it isn't... its meant to always be fair... lol... who am i trying to bluff... denial... thats what i'm in now... somehow, i think i have just skipped the few stages of denial and have entered the last stage of it: acceptance... crazy... F**K!!!
