Sunday, November 12, 2006

Random Toughts

If you were in a relationship which was bad eventhough u gave everything u had, did everything right and yet u get nothing in return, how would you react in your new relationship? if you were supernice to your ex, but he still treated you like shyt, how will you treat ur current lover? if all your sacrifices were never appreciated and never returned, will you still sacrifice for you new relationship? will you start having inhibitions in your new relationship? will you start treating your new partner with less understanding and love and care and support? will you put in much less than before as you are very afraid you might get hurt again? will you sacrifice much less as you are afraid tat your sacrifices will go unseen and also because you have grown tired of all the pain that always come along with sacrifices, which by now you have wrongfully accused as pain due to not getting due appreciation?

I dun think i will. I think i will still luv my new lover jus as much, mayb even more as im starting afresh. I noe tat i will still sacrifice everything tat is needed as i noe tat everyone is different and tat i shud not let my new partner suffer for the fault of my ex. i am very sure that i do not wish to regret in the future tat i did not treat my new breath of life with all the care and love from the bottom of my heart due to some other ppls' stupid mistake...... I think i will not be changed...... i think, i will still love jus as much, sacrifice jus as much, care jus as much, and give jus as much...... mayb even more...... i guess, this is wat you call love ;p