Saturday, June 03, 2006

Passion For Piano

i reali shouldn't b here blogging. exam is on monday n i got like 32 more lecture notes to cover for the 1st time....... i m like so dead......... but tats not the point here. i might be dead on monday but i m happy to noe that i will have a fren to play piano on my grave when i m finally 6 feet under......

nothing really appeals to me more than a gal wif brains, gal who can sing and a gal who can play musical instruments (piano the best)...... its crazy but these gals r like the most attactive gals there is out there!!! i duno, i'll like go crazy when i c gals with these abilities..... its like i wun even give shit when an extremely hot gal enters the room but if a gal enters the room n starts playing piano...... thats it man........ she will instantly get my attention n i will b like the most attentive audience she will ever have ;p take my sassy gal for example (korean movie). i m like so crazy over that scence where she plays canon in D for that male lead........omfg..............so 'chun'ted!!!

i like musical instrument....... when i was young, my mum sent me for piano classes but i simply hate those taugeh......... damn taugeh damn irritating, dahla small so many variety pulak; jumping here n there making my head spin oni......... so i hate all my piaono lessons......... i play my memorising the positioning of my fingers, never caring about the taugehs........... i guess thats when everything gets boring. so what if i can play the whole song without refering to the scores when i couldn't play any other songs which i cannot read the taugeh........... i never practice at home cos i simply hate those taugehs....... my mum would force me to learn n play according to taugehs............... den i simply stop............ after 1 month of 2 times a week piano class i simply couldn't take it.......... my mum couldn't either, n i believe my piano instructor wouldn't complain otherwise........ i didn't noe how much i have lost........... i never really regretted stopping my piano classes, i was more than relieved to be taken of that rigourous eat taugeh, speak taugeh, dream taugeh kinda lifestyle............

if i were to b given a chance to go back in time, i wud change my attitude back then........ i wun jus speak, eat n dream taugeh..... i wud drink, play, think taugeh too if thats wat i need to b able to play good piano. but no point crying over spilt milk.......... after this summ2 exam, i'm gona find sm1 who is willing to teach me piano......... n this time even if i have to change my lifestyle to taugeh i would do it...........

*at time of blogging this, cape of storm played by my fren is being played continuously in the background......... i feel really left out......*

my oni dream, as opposed to have the gal of my dream playing my fav song on piano for me is for me to play her fav piano song for her..............